identity crisis.

Hi guys, I'm sorry I haven't posted in quite a while.. I haven't had much motivation to do much things. I am so sorry!

So  I've been going through a identity crisis for quite some time now  and it's been getting worse,  I feel like becoming a whole different person, I have the sudden urge to change my appearance, changing how I talk, my typing style, my mindset, everything.  I feel like this body I'm in, isn't mines.. Every time I see myself in pictures or in the mirror I look nothing like I imagine myself to look like, I feel like I'm in a stranger's body, this body is not is not mine, this body belongs to someone and that someone is    definitely not me and will never be. I just want to disappear.